so NUTS.

Before, I'd tell people when I am due or how far along I am and they would say things like -Oh, still have a long way to go!- and I remember getting slightly annoyed because I started to get impatient at around three months. It felt like October was light years away! Now when I tell people they look so surprised that it is so soon! And I scream a little inside! It is August, then September, then OCTOBER!!!! Ahhhh! I feel like starting to get all of her things ready, but I know I still have time. I just feel like I am totally unprepared. I do not own a single diaper. She has no bed. I just cannot believe how close this is. It's finally getting to that point.